“I bless the holy name of God with all my heart. Yes, I will bless the Lord and not forget the glorious things he does for me.”
– Psalm 103:1-2 TLB –
This week, a friend gave me a pink remembrance journal. She explained, “It is so you can remember all the things that God does for us.”
Ever since, I’ve been on a treasure hunt for God’s fingerprints all around me. I finally sat down this morning and wrote down some of the moments that I’ve been saving up all week.
It is a little bit like a thankfulness journal, but not quite. Instead of writing down the things themselves (“I’m thankful for…daffodils sprouting up, family movie nights, pumpkin seed dark chocolate…”–all of which I adore), I am homing in on the roots of the blessings. “God, you came when I prayed that sleepy-brained prayer for help in the middle of the night. You answered me right away! Thank you!”
Don’t get me wrong…I dearly love thankfulness journals. It is so nice to make lists of wonders that God gives, and to recognize all the blessings around us as His beautiful gifts.
But it is extra nice, at least this week, to meditate on His nearness.
It is extra nice to pick up my spiritual magnifying glass and search for the ways He is faithful.
There’s something special about that wonder that rushes over you, and you whisper, “That wasn’t me…that was You.”
“God created us for this: to live our lives in a way that makes him look more like the greatness and the beauty and the infinite worth that he really is.”
– John Piper –
When I take the time to search out God’s amazing behind-the-scenes work, something happens in my heart. It wakes up. Writing down His goodness takes the focus off me.
I can no longer say, “Wow, look what I did! Aren’t I amazing?” Instead, my eyes turn to Jesus and how incredible He is. Even though His future plans are not mine to know, thinking about how He has been faithful today or this past week strengthens me and gives me the boldness to trust Him with my tomorrows too.
As I go through this next week, I will approach it with an even greater sense of expectation because I have “tasted and seen” what my God is capable of. There is no reason for me to miss seeing Him…no good reason, anyway.
I already knew my God is good.
But practicing the presence of that knowledge is something a little different.
It is a little like stepping out into the sunlight and being blinded by the light, until gradually your eyes adjust to the splendor of a bright world.
His brightness thrills me, excites me, and inspires me. But more than anything, it comforts me.
How can I fear, when I have a Father like this?
“An infinite God can give all of Himself to each of His children. He does not distribute Himself that each may have a part, but to each one He gives all of Himself as full as if there were no others.”
– A. W. Tozer –